lama dah tak update belog sebabnya tak ada masa nak mencurah dan meluahkan segala perasaan pahit manis. nampak, busy tak? memang, balik je dari cuti chinese new year, tiap tiap minggu ada saje assignment nak kena hantar. dengan microteaching nya lagi, lesson plan memanjang. sem ni la sem yang paling heavy, i guess. now, rasa tak tahan sangat. besok dah start PBS and my school is soooooooo far from my house. it takes 30 minutes, tu pun kalau tak jam. tiap masa air mata mengalir, rasa macam dah tak sanggup, tak kuat nak teruskan life macam ni. rasa macam nak give up.
but when i sit back and think, Allah takkan uji hamba-Nya sekiranya hamba-Nya tak mampu. since i get all these difficulties means i am a strong person kan? Almighty Allah. I know You have set the best for me at the end. please give me strength.

mama, bapak, i miss you both. all the time crying for you. i miss youuu. i miss you.. :(