Monday, May 2, 2011

serve me right! >;[

as usual, before tido harus la calling calling thru the phone dulu kan? tapi kali, sentap punya. (palak nang asa kenak hentak kat simen ea, nang sentap abis)
well, what would you feel if someone that you love saying this towards you :

" sorry syg, i feel like i just wanna give up towards you. this small matter seems to be giant problem if you fail to manage you money well. you're big enough to think all that, i am sure you are! i cant do anything~ even worse, i am afraid that this thing may lead to an ending of our relationship. im sorry sayang!" gulpp~

cukup sentap kah? what do you feel? how would you response it?
all that i can do is, crying! i am speechless and dont know how to give feedback. this is the terrible me. i never felt this before.. whenever a boy said that he is gonna leave me just because of my attitude, then i am the first one who back off. before he left me, its better for me to leave him first right? well, that is the old zaleefa azreen. what had happened last night was not the same like before. i've been crying the whole night and keep on thinking about that. his words just reflect how bad i am. does he? yes! i am too bad for him. i dont think so i can be his perfect ones *tears fall*




little girl, if you really love him, its better for you to change from now on. nobody is perfect but you can be perfect person for him if you want to. think twice.. do reflect yourselves. if you ever dream of him for your future husband, then changed! people change girl..





  
Fight for Yourselves girl!


Sunday, May 1, 2011

A G A I N..

hari ni keluar dgn kak iqin n Muhammad Farhat Uzair (ehem ehem <3 )
plan nak keluar pukul 5, but then because of traffic jam, so gerak pukul 6. niat di hati nak pergi bookfair, tapi x pergi pun. sebab tak sempat! haihh.. baru je plan nak beli buku untuk ayah (even x tau nak beli buku ape)
so, apa lagi.. ktorang just jalan jalan kat jalan tar la. ingatkan nak beli barang untuk maksu n cousin je, tapi macam biasa la kan? this is zaleefa azreen hokey! pernah ke x beli pape?
Ya Allah, aku tak tahu la sampai bila nak jadi macam ni. i try ok, nak berubah. tapi tengok laa.. everytime keluar je, mesti duit pun keluar. kalau keluar sikit tak pe la jugak. ni keluar habis..selalu macam ni tau. sangat sangat buntu! tak tahu dah nak control diri ni macam mana. belum ada sorang pun yang boleh control belanja aku tau.. i am shopaholic! waaa~ no wonder la budak kelas panggil aku shopaholic..
ok la.. baik buat assignment daripada memeningkan kepala yang x berapa nak pening sangat ni.