harimau malayaa

Assalamualaikum and  a very good day world.
im not in a good mood now because i lost the chance to enjoy the football match at bukit jalil with my beloved one. yes yes! im not football fan but since it is "should" be my first time watching football alive, so i think maybe through that experience i will more into this football thingy. well hell! just because of gerko, i cant join it! darn i t! darn it! darn it! im so jealous. sumpah. sakit hati.. i wanna experience screaming and yelling lika a crazy cutie person together with him watch the match! i wan it! really do.. rasa macam x boleh nak terima kenyataan je. sumpah frust! waa, there will be no more chance for me. aumm auumm.. ceiit! at this time being, i wont log in my fb account coz im sure everyone is busy posting and updating their status and talking about this. shhooooooottttt~ 

Assalamualaikum..
 Sabda Rasulullah SAW bermaksud: Tidak masuk syurga orang yang suka menyebarkan fitnah. (Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)


Wujud lagi kan manusia yang menyebar fitnah tak berasas zaman moden sekarang ni. sangat narrow-minded. apa la point nak buat fitnah and sebarkan cerita yang x betul pasal orang lain? please, tell me what will u got? what are you hunting for by doing that? what was wrong with you? what we have done wrong to you? tell me please. and i am 100% sure that all what you one is only SATISFACTION. Ya Allah, sampai macam tu sekali buat org kan? awak, sedar laa. He is just an old man. all what he had done is just based on the system. it is a system which everyone is practicing it. kenapa sanggup buat orang yang lagi tua macam tu? just nak menutup kesalahan awak selama ni and awak sanggup jatuhkan maruah org lain? awak x ingat Allah ke? awak tahukan dosa memfitnah lagi teruk dari membunuh orang. Dan fitnah itu lebih besar bahayanya daripada pembunuhannya. (Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 191)
sangat sedih bila tahu cerita ni blaku dalam family kita sendiri kan? plus, all of the children is not by their side. believe me, mum and dad. though we are far by a distance with you but we are always close with you in our heart. sabar ye mama and ayah! Semua ni dugaan. Allah bagi dugaan dalam keluarga sebab Allah sayang kita sekeluarga. mesti ada hikmah disebalik semua ni kan? xkan ada anak yang sanggup tengok maruah ayahnya dipermainkan. it is about dignity people. Dugaan kan hidup ni? problems come and gone.. and through problems we learn what life is. we really have to survive for our right and dignity. x semua masalah kita boleh share dgn org. but for me, i have to tell people. i am not strong to face it alone. to a certain problems, i might need your ear to just listen my words, and most of the time i do need support and courage from you dear. i am desperately need it! i know, you have your own commitment, your own work, your own life. i am just a quarter of your life. i know. i know. life is complicated till sometimes we fail to manage and control it. I know, my dad is a cool man. I know he can swallows all this with a strong heart :) i know my dad well. he is a cool man.


daddy, i just want you to know that. i will always support you no matter what happen. there must be a reason for all this. be strong dad. InsyaAllah. Allah akan tolong orang yang benar. i love you dad. i really love you.




                                              

DIA AKU DAN KAMU

Jangan ada tidak percaya
Jangan bilang kebencianmu
Hati ini selalu mengharapkan
Kau dan aku bisa bahagia

Air mata disisi ini
Saat kamu jauh disana
Jangan ada selingkuh dusta
Kau dan aku harus setia

Engkau dan aku tidak mahu
Orang ketiga menghancurkan
Karena cinta telah lama disatukan

Kita disini hanya ada
Satu impian paling indah
Karena cinta dan asmara
Kan bertahan

Aku tak bisa menduga hatimu
Andainya bisa ku peluk bayangmu
Diantara kita tidak akan dapat mengganggu

Kita disini hanya ada
Satu impian paling indah
Karena cinta dan asmara
Kan bertahan

Engkau dan aku (engkau dan aku)
Tidak mahu (tidak mahu)
Orang ketiga menghancurkan (menghancurkan)
Karena cinta telah lama disatukan

everytime dengar lagu mesti rasa sakit hati + takut + klmj. tapi lagu ni jugak selalu ingat kan aku untuk sentiasa setia, selagi boleh. sebab dalam perhubungan yang tulus dan ikhlas, orang ketiga patut pergi. macam mana dia masuk and interrupt hubungan orang, macam tu jugak la dia patut pergi. well this is just my personal opinion. kalau korang ada pandangan lain, then it is up to you. just try to put yourself in their shoes. korang x rasa sedih ke kena tipu dengan orang yang korang sayang? karma does exists my dear. what goes around come back around. entry ini x bermaksud kat sapa2 pun. just nak bagi peringatan kat diri aku sendiri. because i know myself well. 
hee~ ok bye!

Budak baru belajar :)

Assalamualaikum and hello world!
Alhamdulillah, syukur dipanjat ke hadrat Allah s.w.t because from day to day, i am now more comfort wearing a scarf (tudung). even though i am not wearing it in a proper way, the way a muslimah should wear it, but i think this is one of my victory that i manage to achieve. well yahh, now there are so many ways on how we wear a scarf and varieties types of scarf nowadays. InsyaAllah, futher in future i will take this thing more serious, wearing a scarf is not only because of other person OR trend BUT it is because of Allah, me myself and my future husband (INSYAALLAH) so, here are photos of me wearing a scarf :)

bajets!

excited!

mcm pregnant je kan?

1st time try belit2 shawl

lengan pendek, malaatoopp!

trying so hard -.-

cuti kat swak, nak g dinner i guess

2nd sem :) 

beg tu bday present from my besties

im the model of vaseline

woott woott! tudung baru..

berani mati pakai macam ni

yang ni lagi la :p

focus pada tudung. bukan badan baju seluar or whatever

my first cotton shawl

airport mehh..

my third tudung sarung yg ada onning :p

i love my phone

crunchy!!

this is the latest style (me)

baik!

ok. i perasan comel

ye. x cantik

:)

shatap readers

sengalness

ai aii capten

senyum senget

yaa im senget (kinda)

merah + coklat

muka buullaaat

pfftttt

tudung paling senang skali dpakai

tehee

haiqal way of smiles :)

Jangan Kamu Marah!

Hadith :

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a bahawa seorang lelaki telah berkata kepada nabi SAW yang maksudnya:” Berwasiatlah kepada ku.” Sabda Rasulullah SAW: “Jangan kamu marah.” Maka lelaki itu mengulangi kata-katanya berulang kali. Sabda Rasulullah SAW:” Jangan kamu marah..”   (al-Bukhari) Huraian Hasan al-Basri pernah berkata: Empat perkara jika sesiapa memilikinya maka Allah memeliharanya daripada syaitan dan mengharamkan ke atasnya api neraka: (iaitu) Sesiapa yang mampu mengawal dirinya ketika dalam keghairahan, ketakutan, syahwat dan kemarahan.” Sesungguhnya kemarahan akan mengumpulkan segala keburukan. Reaksi seorang yang sedang marah dapat dilihat pada wajah dan anggota badannya seperti warna mukanya bertukar merah, urat-urat lehernya menegang, tubuh badan seakan-akan menggigil kerana geram, suara menjadi nyaring manakala lidah mula mengeluarkan perkataan yang buruk sama ada mengutuk atau mengeji. Ada kemungkinan patah-patah perkataan itu berupa penghinaan atau yang seumpama dengannya yang haram diucapkan termasuklah menuduh orang lain sebagai kafir dan lain-lain. Selain itu, seseorang itu juga akan melakukan perbuatan yang di luar kawalannya sendiri seperti memukul, menumbuk, menampar dan sebagainya. Semua ini berkemungkinan akan mendorong kepada perbuatan yang menyakitkan orang lain yang akhirnya mewujudkan permusuhan dan kebencian di antara satu sama lain. Justeru walaupun sifat marah adalah sifat semula jadi manusia namun sebagai seorang Muslim kita hendaklah berusaha untuk menjauhkan diri daripada segala sebab yang menyebabkan kemarahan.

'i got this from iluvislam, for sure. the reason why im searching for this matter is simply because i think i am now in emotional climate. pfftt! i know it sounds sowhatever, but hey! sukahatikameklaahh :p
well hell, it is raging hormone among the teenagers ok. it is normal if we as a teenagers have this conflict within ourselves or others as well  (this is just my opinion darl) but, there are limits to that matter because during this period of time, we learn what is life and how to live the life, right? so, if you were about to get tempered or conflicts within yourselves, cepat-cepat cari cara untuk ubat balik hatimu tu. sebab semakin kita marah, makin suka syaitan nak dekat dekat and hasut hasut diri kita. so, try to console yourselves. (for me as well) sebab tu la everytime kalau kita marah, kita mudah sangat nak mencaci mengutuk menyumpah menumbuk menendang membaling dan segala jenis 'mem' or 'meng' laah.  for me myself, when i was about to lose temper, i'll cry. because i think it is better rather than i curse people yang sah sah bole dapat dosa percuma kan? (ermm, kkadang tu mnyumpah jugak. kalau dah malaaampau sngt kan? sowhat? sound la sikit)  well, that is what im doing. different people comes with different style. so, do search your own style on how to overcome anger. Goodluck! ^.^ this is how u will look alike if u cant manage your anger. scary is it? All that u have to do is, be cool and smile in whatever situation :)

angry birds..

Assalammualikum and a very good day all :)
titlle of the entry : Angry Birds
well hell, i am sure, 100% sure most of you know what it is right? this one is not a bird which is angry or whatsoever. No such thing. no alive birds people! :) ok ok.. for those yang x tahu lagi what is angry birds, check these all pictures dear..

female reddy :)

male Reddy

And this is the real of it (i guess bcoz i just googled it)

angry birds >:[

this is the one that i heart the most!!

I wish i could make it my pet :) (bajetss)

Finally, this is the family of angry birds

ok. you guys dah tahu kan apa itu angry birds?? well, i dont know why i am so addicted with all these stuffyyyy.. it just like pfftttt!! ceiitt. hey angry birds! why are you so addictive?? be responsible. please. seriously, i wanna own my angry birds. patung i mean. i wanna hug it. i wanna kiss it. kumpul duit banyak banyak and beli blacky! mwehehee.. INSYAALAH

we are same!

last weekend, on saturday. mcm biasa la kan. hari cinta. hari untuk keluar and spend time dgn cinta. and this time is quite different compare to those days yang kitaorang penah keluar sebab kitaorang pakai baju sama colour! (xla gempak mana pun kan) yang paling gempak and x expect la akan jadi macam tu kena tinggal sorang2 tepi jalan. nasib baik depan sri mas je. kalau kena tinggal kat viva, apa macam? nak balik camne? tapi tu la. pengalaman mengajar dan mendewasakan kita kan kan?? so, just take it easy eventhough mata bengkak sebab nangis. well hell, at least you have learn something right? 

ngeh ngeehh

suka suki

saya tinggi...

saya gemok..

4th of july

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life... 



makin lama makin banyak dugaan dalam hubungan kita. perkataan SABAR memang senang untuk di ucap, but it is not easy to do it in our real life. bersabar sangat sangat menguji iman seseorang untuk mengharungi setiap dugaan yang harus ditempuhi. hanya mampu menangis dan menangis.
ohh seriously, i didnt meant to hurt him. im not sure what had happened to myself. i just wanna feel like im the only girl in the world. like im the only one that you will ever love (this is lyrics hokey! but i mean it)
think positive zaleefa azreen. setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah. mungkin untuk masa2 yg akn dtg. BERSABAR ye sayang :)