i am welcomed to the world of Twenty :)

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM SAYANGS!

Alhamdulillah. Allah kasi umur panjang, tahun ni i am welcomed to the world of twentieth. ALHAMDULILLAH syukur :)

nothing much to say, just scroll down and have a look at those photos. taken on my day 24.03.2012

Special Thank to him for organised everything.Thank You! :D

Bagi hadiah time. hehee

tengok dulu, dapat hadiah apa. kot-kot dapat hamster kaa...

Awwhh its Guess Handbag. thank you my dear! 

Three musketeer. a big thank you boys :)

why are you sitting-sangat-ayu? -.-

ehekk. InsyaAllah, dia saya yg punyaa :)

the bam-bum birthday girl. bila mahu kurus?

meet my second sistaa :)

my second birthday cake :D

Rainbow birthday cake :D

come come.. kite nak suap kakak kite..

alololoo kakak kite suapkan kite laahh.. i love youuu  sis!

en.boipren pulak muka happy!

Thank you en.boipren saya :)

thank you sis Munie. thank you for coming <3

i think, thats all for my super duper birthday celebration for 2012. thank you everyone. do bear in mind, i love you all and may Allah blesses you in reply. Amin :)

say a BIG NO to twentieth world -.-

Assalammualaikum sayangs!
first of all, please yaeyyy me coz i just finished doing my assignment that should be submitted this evening, on 3. terasa diri hebat bila boleh buat assignment satu malam saje. sekarang nak tawakal pun rasa macam x selesa x okay because i didnt put 100% effort on doing that assignment. janji siap, sudah. terok nye perangai -.-
mama ayah, i am sorry. :'(

oh yaa! that entry. actually, disebabkan terlalu busy dengan kerja yang datang macam ombak ni, seriously lupa pasal hari esok. my birthday! im no longer 19 yaww~ weeehuuu terasa diri sangat tua bila celcom and maxis keep on sending me messages and those remind me about tomorrow. tomorrow, a day that i am putting higher expection on it. how i wish tomorrow could be our day. how i wish tomorrow i can celebrate my birthday with the one that i love. how i wish i could i could i could.. ahhh nevermind. birthday celebration is nothing. come on big girls. xkan itu pun mau nangis? ohh pehh liissshhh
i am 20 years old. i cannot cry. i am a teacher to be. i cannot cry. and now I SMILE :)


Hopefully, my day will getting better and better. InsyaAllah.

bye sayangs! muahmuahh

this is not i want :'(

hye hai hello there

a very busy week for me. bila dah busy macam ni, macam macam penyakit nak datang. pulak dah~ but its okay. time heals everything kan, so just layan saje. siapa cakap effa x kuat? siapa? siapa? kite kuat la. kuat menangis. uwaaa sorry if ada yang felt annoyed tengok effa asyik nangis nangis but then that is the only way i calm myself. dengan menangis la effa boleh kuatkan diri.

this is why i dont like live in this place. i dont like this. i dont like that. i dont like the surroundings. i dont like everything about this place. EVERYTHING! noted. semua plastik. yekk! disgusting
this is too much okay. too much. eeee sabar sabar. dah mmg perangai orang macam itu dan macam ini, we the odd one, stay shut. yea, their place.

ok better off to sleep. otherwise timbul kontroversi pulak.
*how i wish i have someone to share my EVERYTHING, kan?
 someone who can lend me the ears.
 someone who can give me words in reply.

okay. selamat malam.

Assalammualaikum sayangs! sihat?

hari ni kalau di ikutkan x ada kelas langsung tapi macam biasalah kan. lecturer suka nak tengok kitorang bangun pagi, gosok baju, bayar taxi and sampai kelas x buat apa apa! thanks tauu 

kelas hari ni habis pukul 1130 pagi and hari ni jugak kite dapat cermin mata baruuuu.. kite sanggup pergi tesco semata-mata nak ambik cermin mata kita ni. alaa cermin mata murah saja tp sangat bermakna sebab ni dapat sponsor dari my mum for my becoming birthday! yay! hehee :)

promo promo
sampai nak tido pun pakai spek lagi tauuu.

i am now in a process recovering myself from illness. i dont know why, kali ni lemah sangat rasa. padahal tiap tiap bulan kena. semalam sampai muntah muntah, eee macam first time kena pulak. but now, Alhamdulillah. today i feel better! Alhamdulillah.. so dah sihat ni tunggu apa lagi. go and do your assignment lah effa!

p/s: jangan suka tangguh tangguh kan kerja sebab kita x boleh nak predict what will happen in the future. so if ada peluang, buat je. okay sayangs? muahh muahh

i am not. im not!

saya tidak cemburu, saya cuma terkilan.
saya tidak terkilan, saya cuma marah.
saya tidak marah, saya cuma sedih.
saya tidak sedih, saya cuma terasa hati.
saya tidak terasa hati, saya cuma cuma..
saya hanya nak awak rasa apa yang saya rasa.
saya hanya nak awak rasa yang saya seorang manusia biasa.
saya hanya nak awak rasa yang saya seorang manusia biasa yang tidak pernah sempurna.
saya hanya nak awak rasa yang saya seorang manusia biasa yang tidak pernah sempurna untuk awak.


true so true.
sangat susah untuk memahami saya.
saya hanya manusia yang mempunyai lebih banyak kelemahan daripada kelebihan.
saya tak cantik seperti mereka.
saya tak kurus seperti mereka. 
sesungguhnya, saya serba serbi kekurangan.
saya minta maaf. saya tak mampu. saya tak kuat untuk semua ini.


its okay. nevermind. saya tak minta  awak untuk faham saya.
saya sayang awak
therefore
i let you go
go and find something that you deserve
go and find someone who deserve you better
go and find someone who appreciate you more


Assalammualaikum and take care! :)

2nd last day of SBE !

Assalammualaikum sayangs! hye :D
hari ini hari keempat im here. x berasa sangat esok last day and my flight back to sarawak. the day after tomorrow, my sis engagement day. awwhhh sad sad :'( my sis will be taken and have her responsibility.. hopefully nothing will be changed!

oh yes. ingat tak on my previous entry i talked about one of my students named ezzad? alaa yg gumuk gumuk tu.. semalam kite dapat kad cinte and hadiah dari dia. wuuu~ and hari ni, kite dapat lagi! Ya Allah. budak sekarang sangat advance lah.

Hadiah dari student yang sama. budak gumuk tuu :)

hey, you know what one of my student (ececeehhh bajets saja) muka macam najwa latif whoaa.. x caye? ahh sudah.. kite ade bukti! tengok ni..

sorry. qualiti gambar yg kurang memuaskan. terhitam pulak kulit muka kite kat sini. haihh :p

awhhhh after 4days having SBE here, perasaan sayang kat budak budak tu makin menebal. even x pernah kenal pun sebelum ni, tapi diorang sangat peramah. rasa macam x puas sje. bagi lah another one week lagi, without any assignments assigned! pleaseeee :'(
im going to miss these~

cium tangan lagi. gituuu

adik giant! buahahahaa

najwa latif 11 tahun

aleya maisara. anak mamat exist. wuuuu

budak darjah enam. upsr dik upsr~

first School Based Experience :)

Assalammualaikum sayangs and hye!
today is my third day at this school, Sk Jln Sg Besi (1). Alhamdulillah, so far everything went well even though there are many obstacles & problems with regards with our PBS system. actually, we dont know what are we required to do for PBS thingy. seriously, no only my group but as well as others. why management put us in trouble?? why? why no responsibility? tell me tell me tell meyyhhh~ haih, but what to do? shut n keep silence.

Thanks God, student sekolah ni sangat comel comel! geramss~ first day lagi dah jatuh hati kat cikgu. awwwhh, cikgu syg awak jugak la budak gumuk. thanks for the badge.

senyuman kita sama la gumuk! waa thanks thanks!

p/s : budak bucuk, sorry lah. kita dah ada heart rob baruuu tapi kita still syg awak jugak tauu <3

another a month to go~

Assalammualaikum sayangs! lama dah mengupdate belog sayaaa :D
actually, i have a lot of storiesss to write on this poor blog, tapi disebabkan kerja yang melambak, terpaksa tangguhkan dulu. sorry sorry. im not lazy, im just too busy..


well, today is 4th Mac 2012. and today our relationship comes into eleven month. Alhamdulillah. satu pencapaian yang cukup membanggakan. tak pernah ada hubungan serious macam ni with other guy. hopefully hubungan kali ni berkekalan. well, im just too lazy to start everything from the bottom. u know what i mean right? mula2 tanya nama and exchange phone number, then having crush for about 2 3 months, then declaration, then gaduh pastu baik semula, then bwk jumpa my parents, kenal hati budi dia hati budi mak bapak dia. STOP! i dont have time to do all nonsense things. enough is enough boys. saya bukan gadis begitu. biarlah rasa sayang tu ada pada dia je. last two weeks my mum my dad n my angah came to kl. shopping barang tunang angah. hee <3 terubat rindu dihati jumpa diorang..

angah featuring ucu

my mum my dad n angah <3

p/s: thanks to him. scarifying time and energy just for my family. THANK YOU. may Allah bless you always young man..