PBS SEM 3

Assalammualaikum and hye semueeeeee :D

well, today is my second last day, doing SBE at SK TTDI 2. so far, Alhamdulillah as everything went well. thank you Allah :)
sekolah ni sememangnya menempatkan pelajar pelajar yang bcampur bangsa dan agama, or in other words sekolah berintegrasi kita panggil. ada chinese, indian, malay. AND most of them adalah anak2 korporat or artis uoullsss. kau hade? semalam saje i masuk kelas anak norish karman. she spoke English to meyhhh and i was like, whoaa not bad you young girl :D

tak sabar rasanya nak habiskan SBE sem ni, sebabnyaaaaaaa minggu depan sekolah dah start cuti dah. and yes, im going back to sarawak. BUT before that, In shaa Allah, this coming Sunday im going to meet his mother and father, and pakciks and makciks and cousins and sisters and bla bla blaaaa. IM SO NERVOUS  yaw. im excited too. risau gilaaa, macam macam benda difikirkan.. hari2 doa benda yang sama tahu..

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Aku mohon padamu Ya RAbb. Lembutkanlah hati ibu ___________ untuk menerima ku seadanya. AMIN"

Hmmm you guys too. please pray for me. pray for us. THANK YOU! xoxo

lama dah tak update belog sebabnya tak ada masa nak mencurah dan meluahkan segala perasaan pahit manis. nampak, busy tak? memang, balik je dari cuti chinese new year, tiap tiap minggu ada saje assignment nak kena hantar. dengan microteaching nya lagi, lesson plan memanjang. sem ni la sem yang paling heavy, i guess. now, rasa tak tahan sangat. besok dah start PBS and my school is soooooooo far from my house. it takes 30 minutes, tu pun kalau tak jam. tiap masa air mata mengalir, rasa macam dah tak sanggup, tak kuat nak teruskan life macam ni. rasa macam nak give up.
but when i sit back and think, Allah takkan uji hamba-Nya sekiranya hamba-Nya tak mampu. since i get all these difficulties means i am a strong person kan? Almighty Allah. I know You have set the best for me at the end. please give me strength.

mama, bapak, i miss you both. all the time crying for you. i miss youuu. i miss you.. :(