Friday, August 10, 2012

LOST HOPE

kawan cakap lelaki memang macam tu. time marah or tension memang suka sebut benda yang bukan bukan just to satisfy their feeling. tapi hakikatnya dia x pernah maksudkan apa yang dia cakap.
itu semua kawan cakap.
bagi aku pulak, kalau betul pun dia cakap without any intention, aku still rasa dia masih mengiyakan kata kata dia sendiri. faham kah? after our last conversation last night, seriously rasa lost and down sangat sangat. kadang kadang rasa macam i should care for him but in fact i shouldnt sebab semua tu just buat dia rimas semak dan serabut.
sekarang i am totally lost. tak tahu nak buat apa dah. Allah, help me. Allaahh~
kawan cakap jgn ego. no i am not. i just that i think i should change myself. change to what he wants. hypocrite? penat penat nak fikir.
should be prepared. things gonna change. yes. it will.

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