-beloved sister-

Assalammualaikum and hye!

"effa, r u really2 ok? status effa cm sdih jer..akk rse effa cm x ok lg..but i still hope u ok syg..even akk tau effa x kuat, tp akk doakn effa diberikn kekuatan..

if effa nk share ngn akk, akk sudi dengar..klu kte bleh share bnde yg gembira sme2, x slh jgk klu kte shre bnde yg sdih sme2 kn..

anything happen, i still ur sis until d end "

what do you feel after reading this? touched? sweet? Ya Allah, secara jujurnya i am so touched. kakak, i love you! hehee even i just keep quiet, keep everything to myself but she managed to figure it out. she knows what i feel. she knows that i am not happy. she feels me. she is Nurain Zainal. my sister ever after..

oh Allah, i thanked you because You are not only giving me one awesome sister, but You gives me two sisters. both are awesome in their own ways.. Thank you so much Allah. i am surrounded with such a good people. Alhamdulillah :)

oh yes, alang-alang dah rajin menaip ni kan, lemme share simple story. i called my dad just now and as usual, ayah mesti cakap bergurau gurau kann, tanye puasa tak, berbuka makan ape je and that kind of stuff lahh.. then he passed the phone to mama and our conversation went something like this. (translated into BM kay el)

me: mama masak ape je arini? ke beli bazaar je?

mama: eh, xmain la mknn bazaar. alaa masak simple je. ikan terubok goreng, udang masak kunyit and sup kobis. 

me: oh so simple T_____T (tahu tak, anak mama kat kl ni minum shake je utk bbuke?)

mama: eh dah shopping raya? baju mama warna apa?

me: dah beli dah. effa beli jubah utk mama..

mama: alaa jubah dah bnyk la effa, mama beli kat mecca dulu. baju kurung je xde utk raya ni. (amboi ayat dia sedih)

me: laahh yeke. mama nak baju kurung jugak ke? hmm xpe laa. nnti mggu depan la effa beli. mggu dpn effa kua ngn paat. dia pun x beli baju raya lagi.

mama: hmm okay.. paat balik bile? dah start praktikum? kat mana?

me: x sure la dia balik ble. maybe beraya kat pahang je kot. (dalam hati, mama xnak tanye bile flight anak mama ni??)

eh mama, effa balik 17hb flight pukul 625 ptg.

mama: oh okay. paat x balik beraya melaka? warna apa baju raya korang?

me: balik kot. mayb raya 2 3 cmtu..  x decide lagi warna apa.

(MAMA, EFFA TGH BAGITAHU TARIKH EFFA BALIK NI. KENAPA MACAM X KISAH SAJE? YA ALLAH, EMOSI AKU BERCAKAP DGN ORG GINILAH.)

*semua yang di type di atas itu benar belaka. bulan puasa, sumpah tak edit apa apa. sedih tak sedih baca?? sedih kann? terlebih caring pulak dia kali ni. nanti time raya be prepared je laa dgn soalan yg bakal dia tanyaa.. T___T