Assalammualaikum and hye :'(

i need my mom. i just want to tell her everything. everything that happen to me. how people treat me. how i treat them back. how bad i am until i was isolated from people that i love the most.
i need someone to talk to. someone who can lend me their ears. i dont need any reply, just listen to what i am going to say. AND I NEED SOMEONE'S SHOULDER TO CRY. i just want to cry and cry and cry.

"when someone walk out your life, let them. They are just making more room from someone better to walk in"

"it is sad when people you know become people you knew"

*this situation is killing me, really do. i am tired of being strong. i cant people. seriously i cant.

mama, effa mok balit. effa x tahan diam ctuk. mama please.. just do anything. tukar IPG ka, tukar course ka. please mama. do something for me. effa x tahan dah stay here. i have another 4 years and this is juat one and half year mama. how can i survive another 4 years? mama :'(

"Every bad situation will have something positive. Even a dead clock shows the correct time twice a day. Stay positive in life"

i hope that quotation is true. seriously please be true. i am sad. sad. sad. everyone deserves happiness, isnt it ? but why i never get a chance to experience once? why? 

is it not easy for us to stay positive. it is depends on the situation that we faced. dah la. xmau tulis panjang. it worthless coz no one cares. no one.