Thursday, September 29, 2011

Assalamualaikum and hye!
sudden entry because i think i should share this with all :)
while im busying face-booking, checking all the updated status, and *STOP*.. i attracted with someone status..


"Boy will always be able to make girls cry. but if a girl can make a boy cry, she must really mean something to him"

ohh.. i think this is true. truly true! boys will always make girls cry kan? easily. kadang kadang bila perempuan tu nangis, macam xda papa lagi dah. i mean, dah selalu sangat nangis sampai budak laki naik meluat. oh hey! kenapa cakap macam tu. look! kalau u x buat hal, perempuan x kan menangis tau! *ok sorry! emosi tiba tiba* 
tapi once that boy was crying, for me la. i think he really love that girl. isnt that sweet? bukan la nak rasa bangga ke apa kan. tapi lelaki kan susah nak express feeling *cough cough* kan? so once they are crying because of something, meaning that something is EVERYTHING for him :)
how i wish ada lelaki that will cry if he is losing me.. 
i experienced one. it was my past. nak i cerita ke? haha. okaay.. 

it happens when i was in form 5. masa tu cuti sekolah dua minggu, kalau x silap. then i met this guy. let just called him zul. zul is one-year younger than me so maksud nya dia form 4 lah time tu kan. i kenal dia pun thru my kazen. he is my kazen bestfriend. one day.. i lepak kat umah nenek i with other kazen lain and this kazen brought him along then kitorang borak2 macam biasa la kan? budak kecik. layan je laa.. *bajet i tua sangat*
immediately on that night, i received a message from unknown. rupanya zul texted me. i have no idea where he got my phone number. seriously x tahu smpai sekarang pun x tahu. nak d pendekkan cerita zul confessed that he like me. *ohmaigoshhh* saya bkawan dengan semua orang.  jgn rasa special sngt tau.. after the confession session, i terus ignore him. sebab i x mahu dia berharap sangat.. lama jugak la i ignore budak tu. dalam 4 5 hari macam tu. i bukan menyampah tau, it just that i x selesa dah nak bkawan dgn diaa.. HAHA! kejam kan. pastu one night dia datang rumah sorang2. ohmaigosshh.. at that time i sorang je ada kat rumah. my parent g surau, ada hal apa ntah x ingat. i cakap kat dia, nak bincang boleh, tapi tunggu parent i balik baru i keluar jumpa dia. lama jugak la dia tunggu depan rumah tu. almost an hour. kesian dia. masa parent i sampai rumah tu, mestila parent i tkejut tengok dia duduk kat kerusi depan rumah. dh la x kenal. then my dad tnya la "buat apa duduk sini? tunggu sape?" he replied "tunggu effa. ada benda nak discuss. dia cakap tggu p.cik n m.cik ada kat rumah baru dia keluar bincang. then my mom call my name, suruh jumpa budak tu cepat2. lama sngt dah mnunggu kan? haha
pastu i pun keluar la and u know what. tears fall. not me but him! oh gosh. mmg i gelabah gler time tu sebab first time lelaki menangis depan i tau. terharuu la jugak tp nak buat macam mana. bukan i xnak. tp at that time rasa malas nk bercinta monyet kera babun duluu. 
sampai sekarang, kalau balik kampung terjumpa dia, mesti dia tegur. segan jugak. tp tu la. past is past :) 
now, zul looks more handsome, matured and i like his style. sumpah dia seorang yang setia sangat sebab after that incident kitorang msg mcm biasa n dia selalu cakap yang dia akan tunggu saya sampai bila bila. wuuu.. banyak lah! hahaha geli aku. and and dulu i used to change my num tau. and everytime i tuka num, mestia dia tahu even i x prnah bagi pun.last kitorang bcontact pun before i masuk ipik. heh. klmj~ :)

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