sigh!

today is F R I D A Y! the day im waiting for.. sigh! i am too excited waiting for him. semangat semacam je rse hari ni. semua org hairan tau. ye laa.. this whole week seems like effa diam n x bnyk ckp. (yeke? sme je..) pape laa.. yg penting semua org hairan tgk aku semangat gileeeeww time amazing race kat tasik. haihh! gile x semangat. my bucuk is coming back, hokey! memang happy sngt2. mcm budak hyperactive pun ade gak. x bole nak dok diam laa.. n then senyum je. samapai one of my friend pun tegur, apsal happy semacam je hari ni :D  then, i told him, he is coming back today! yay yay!!

but then.. everything is not like what i have been expected. i am waiting for his call, thought that maybe he will inform me that he is on his way back. keep on waiting n waiting n waiting.. but then, haissshhh~

no phone call. no message. tak tenang tau hati aku. knape? supposely kne balik hari ni kan?? then knape x call lagi? x cakap dah nak balik.. waaa! x nak balik dah ke?

ke, mmg awak dah x mau contact dgn sye lgi? awak dah ade org lain ke? mmg sye suke fkir yg bukan2. SORRY! i try not to, but then still lagi fkir yg bukan2. i am afraid of losing you.. really do! klau betul dah x nak contact lgi, ckp je.. sye bole trime. tp bukan dgn cre ni.. it hurts me alot, coz i love u much! 

klau betol awk dah ade prempuan lain yg dah ganti tmpat sye, bgtahu cepat2. sye bole je trime semua bnde tu.. 

"its better for me to get hurt by the truth rather than a lie"