well, congratulations JOZAN. you two deserve the awards and money of course. its paid off. okay lepas ni dah tak ada dah duduk lepak kedai malam Jumaat sampai 12malam. lepas ni, tak ada dah nak keluar rumah lagi dah. weekend duduk kat rumah pastu watching movies alone on laptop. goshh what a life. monday to friday, classes. weekend at home. staying at home alone kat KL tak sama rasa being alone home kat sarawak. Bigggg different there, kat rumah lagi syok. Ya Allah, what would my life would be. This is the reason why i involve myself with any activities, even if i dont like it. i have to, sebab bila banyak tanggungjawab and kerja, tak ada la i rasa lifeless kat KL ni. im suffered for two years and i think, thats it, enough! tapi tu laa, makin banyak kerja makin banyak kita kena gerak and pathetically i have no transportation. why on earth i was placed here? why? kalau kat sarawak, i will definitely have my own car. time to time my life getting sucks, GOD! 

Actually, nak pertikaikan benda ni tak ada guna dah. things wont change and i have to suffer here for about 3years more, seriously darn it all! dari dulu sampai sekarang i mempertikaikan the same things. see, how stupid i was. move your ass out effa and survive. 

after grades, i wanna stay at sarawak ONLY. get married and staying there. FULLSTOP. this place is seriously not meant to me, i dont belong to this planet. like yekk, i dont like KL nowadays.