this is not i want :'(

hye hai hello there

a very busy week for me. bila dah busy macam ni, macam macam penyakit nak datang. pulak dah~ but its okay. time heals everything kan, so just layan saje. siapa cakap effa x kuat? siapa? siapa? kite kuat la. kuat menangis. uwaaa sorry if ada yang felt annoyed tengok effa asyik nangis nangis but then that is the only way i calm myself. dengan menangis la effa boleh kuatkan diri.

this is why i dont like live in this place. i dont like this. i dont like that. i dont like the surroundings. i dont like everything about this place. EVERYTHING! noted. semua plastik. yekk! disgusting
this is too much okay. too much. eeee sabar sabar. dah mmg perangai orang macam itu dan macam ini, we the odd one, stay shut. yea, their place.

ok better off to sleep. otherwise timbul kontroversi pulak.
*how i wish i have someone to share my EVERYTHING, kan?
 someone who can lend me the ears.
 someone who can give me words in reply.

okay. selamat malam.