Assalammualaikum sayangs!

Allahuakbar! berlinangan air mata bila cakap pasal kahwin. sekarang belum masa lagi nak fikir semua tu. jauh lagi nak fikir pasal tu. paling kurang ada 5 tahun lagi, baru boleh fikir pasal ni. bukan la maksud effa, effa langsung x fikir pasal kahwin ni semua. i am a girl. malay girl. of course benda ni x lari dari kepala hotak effa ni kan. tapi tu lah. bukan sekarang ok bukan sekarang..

tengok cincin tu.. every girl is craving for it. confirm! me too aiee.. in fact, i've promised to myself that i will only wear my engagement ring and wedding ring. couple ring? tak mahu! yea, im demanding~

oh yes. the main reason effa buat entry pasal is because of one man yang mulakan semua ni. nak tahu cerita macam mana? macam ni haa..

he is one of my friend. dulu pernah crush dgn dia tapi x kesampaian sebab i dont believe in long-distance relationship. so hubungan kitorang end macam tu saje. tp lately ni dia selalu la jugak send msg and chat kat fb. for me, it is normal la kan.. he is my friend. x salah kalau kita layan as long as x melampau kan? tonight, kitorang chat kat fb and he started to talk about his future. for me, it is cool sebab comel je lelaki dah mula fikir pasal future dia kan? boleh diharap la lelaki mcm tu, InsyaAllah. tapi one thing yang dia mention and terus buat effa rasa nak nangis takut sedih is when dia cakap 'he is going to propose me, in future' Ya Allah, kenapa buat main2 benda macam tu? effa dah besar, benda tu bukan benda main2 macam time kecik2 duluu tauu.. once dia ckp mcm tu, terus effa rasa nak marah dia tapi cool dulu makcik. mana tahu dia main2 kan. so our conversation goes something like this:

me: please, no kidding. kawen is not benda yg boleh di bawak bgurau hokay :)

him: effa, im serious. saya dah fikir dah pasal future saya dgn awak.

effa: omagadd! you are crazy man. hahaa (im trying to make some fun in this stupid conversation) awk tahu kan, i dont believe in long-distance relationship. dari dulu until now. so what do u expext?

him: its okay. saya just nak 'berikat' dgn awak jaa. x bcntct pun x apa. bercinta lepas kahwin lagik indah kan?

effa: this thing is not for kidding man. be serious bro (still, im trying to make fun with him) kita hanya merancang, Allah tentukan semua. u know that kan?

him: yes true. Allah tentukan semua. tp if kita berusaha ke arah ya, InsyaAllah kita ada peluang utk hidup bersama, right? (wahh hidup bersama. xmolehmelah la awok ni)

effa: sorry. im tired. tdo dulu. night! *offline....

well, actually our conversation is in sarawak malay language, but still we both used saya awak :)

so guys! what do you think? this is insane okay. jangan buat main la hal macam ni. big girls dont like it. serious! maybe kat orang lain awak boleh je buat macam tu, tapi bukan saya. AND one more thing, saya rasa  awak tahu kan, i am no longer single? kenapa perlu cakap benda yg x sepatutnya awak cakap? as if awak x hormat saya and encik boyfriend saya. so pesanan buat semua orang, x semua benda boleh di bawak bergurau. not nice! not nice!

hee~ thats all for entry kali ni. xoxo :)