assalamualaikum and e very good day everyone.
this week is not good days for me because im just too stressed with all the assignments and EVERYTHING have to be done and submit before hari raya. here, i am explode with tears for no reason. Alhamdulillah, today one assignment done which is my forum and dont wanna comment anything about it. past is past.. n its pffttttt! arghhh.. bongok punya pronunciation..
aiee i dont which one is my priority because everything need to be submit on the day and same week. see, when we are in this situation, who else we seeking for? of course our parent kan? and that what i did. i call mama and she said this to me..
"effa, x yah la nak stress. kne la bijak buat keje. mse yang ade, cbe isi dgn bnde bfaedah. effa kre bruntung sngt dpt msuk maktab.trus smbung degree. tgk mama ni, stkat sijil je. klau bole mmg nak sngt nak smbung blaja tp xpe la. biar la anak2 blaja tggi2. mama stkat sijil pun xpe. jgn asyik main2 je kat sne. shopping x tntu psal (ok. yg ni sentap!) blaja dulu, nnti dah keje nak shopping hari2 pun mama x ksah dah. effa kne kuat tau. effa sorang je lagi harapan mama n ayah. be strong syg."


then my tears fall. sumpah rindu kat mama. cmne la mama bole jadi sekuat ni kan? and why cant i be like her? i love her so much and i have to be as strong as her, right?